Acadilemma

My academic situation this semester has been less than stellar. I'm pretty unimpressed with my overall performance, but I've only myself to blame for that.

Honestly, I should be spending a bit more time in the library, but my mind's been all over the place. There's a lot going on, and I tend to find myself taking a break from everything by doing ..other activities.. ..such as a bit of guitar playing or even a game of Warcraft 3 every once in a while (Yeah, I'm a nerd, absolutely..) ..

..but I mean.. it's all about pushing yourself.. I've just had an outrageously tough time making myself do much of anything academically related.. definitely not good..

It's not that I can't handle my classes.. its that I've found myself completely disinterested with them. True, this is common among numerous inviduals (See: Everyone...) .. but.. but.. I just feel like I'm ignoring what I truly aspire to do.. and I really think that I've got to change things up and shift my true aspirations into first gear.

It sounds easy, right? Just focus on what you wanna do, and it'll get you through... not quite in my case.. it's a risk, you know? .. but what's not a risk in this life?

I switched up my concentration from a Pre-Medical area to a Pre-Law focus in an attempt to at least put myself in a decent position academically.. you know, just in case I need that 'Plan B' everyone mentions here and there when they're unable to place their full faith into something..

I'll figure this all out eventually..